This is finding out you lost your baby.
This is life not stopping even though you are in pain.
This is panic when you realize you won't have the closure you need.
This is no body to bury, no memorabilia.
This is when faith is believing even when you don't believe.
This is finding strength in Jesus, this is leaning on Him.
This is enduring through life.
Yet still, this is joy buried on the inside.
This is joy in the mourning. This is hope, even though. This is choosing God and His goodness. This is welcoming brokenness because it's there grace abounds.
This is pain, but blessed are those.
You're not alone.