Some nights they need you a little more, mama.

Because of the bad dreams or the bogeyman they are adamant is under the bed.

Because firefighter daddy’s schedule leaves him missing goodnight tuck-ins and bedtime stories several times a week, sometimes leaving them a little needier and more emotional.

Some nights they need you a little more, mama.

Because they are sick.

Because they feel safe in your presence.

Some nights they need you a little more, mama.

It’s not always easy.

It’s not always (okay, hardly ever) restful.

Some nights they need you a little more, mama.

And some nights you need them a little more … and that’s perfectly okay.

Because, this moment?

We will blink and they’ll be packing and heading out for college or trade school or to marry the person of their dreams.

For tonight, I’m perfectly okay to be falling off the bed so they can be comfortable, giving random forehead kisses, and thanking God they are safe and sound.