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Please Treat My Daughter With Special Needs Like A Person

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“Hi Mrs. Radigan. Is Lizzy toilet trained? Do you need a cup for her to leave a sample for her physical this morning?”

My expression reflexively said, “Of course she’s toilet trained, she’s 15 and not only is this the same practice that’s been taking care of her since she was born, you personally have known her this whole time.” But I didn't say that, opting for, “Yes, she has been since she was three. Thankfully.”

“Oh, of course she is. Sorry. You are really a saint. ”

Flashing my best saintly smile, I grabbed the cup and led my daughter, who’s now 5 inches taller than me, to the bathroom so she could prove her ability to pee in the cup. We finished in the bathroom and left the cup on the shelf for the lab.

We were seated in the waiting room for only about a minute when a face that we have never seen before appeared, called her name, and led us to the exam room.

The medical assistant was a very attractive young woman. In a professional voice, she asked me if I could get my daughter in position to do the eye exam.

Doing my best impersonation of the “Cool Special Needs Mom” I try to show to the outside world, I said, “OK. Come on Lizzy, let’s do the eye chart.”

“She needs to cover her left eye.”

“OK. Lizzy, let’s cover your left eye. That’s it. Good.”

“Have her start reading the first line on the chart, where my finger is.”

“OK. You can talk to Lizzy, it’s fine. She doesn’t bite. Do you bite Lizzy?” All three of us laughed a bit. I turned to Lizzy, “Honey, can you tell me the letter she is pointing to.”

The three of us continued this way, the assistant asking me questions to ask Lizzy and me repeating the questions for my daughter, all the way through the eye and hearing exams.

I searched my well worn bag of tricks, the ones I use when I’m trying to educate people about my daughter. I asked the woman her name.


“Lizzy, say hi to Maria.”

Lizzy looked up, smiled and said, “Hi Maria.”

With that Maria smiled and said hi back to Lizzy. I was thinking that maybe I was getting through to the young assistant, when she guided us to the examination room and handed me a gown for Lizzy to wear and left saying she would be back in a moment .

When Maria came back she continued to ask me questions about Lizzy, and I continued to try to get Lizzy into the conversation. I was having very little success with both members of my audience, and I think we were all glad when Maria completed her tasks and told us to wait for the doctor.

Now, don’t get me wrong, I don’t think this woman was trying to be hurtful. She was just doing her job. And for all I know, she handles all patients this way. Plus, I admit, Lizzy is not always an easy customer. But I’m reaching my breaking point, and watching my daughter being treated like someone less than human didn’t help me that day.

It’s been a tough year for Lizzy. Despite the developmental delays that cause her to behave more like a young child of 3 or 4 than the five-foot-eight teenager that she is, my daughter also suffers from Bipolar disorder.

Whether this is the result of her other problems, we will probably never know. But it’s this illness that causes the most havoc on our sweet girl.

This year Lizzy has been having more and more manic episodes. She’s been shredding her dresses, taking apart her shoes, having nightmares about monsters, and remaining so frightened of the monsters that she can’t sleep at night. She also has been emptying out bottles of shampoo faster than we can buy them. I won’t mention what she does to our deodorants but suffice it say we have the nicest smelling bathroom grout in the neighborhood.

We have exhausted every hiding place in our house for the shampoo and deodorant and have been storing them in my husband’s car.

We have gone through seven dresses, five pairs of leggings, three pairs of shoes, countless bottles of shampoo, and innumerable sticks of deodorant. She has gone days at a time with little or no sleep, and we have had to change and adjust her meds several times.

I’m tired and stressed. And I want someone to help my daughter.

If I can’t have that right now, I at least want the professionals who come in contact with Lizzy to treat her like a person.

When I encounter someone, like the young assistant at my daughter’s physical, who can’t recognize the beautiful girl hiding behind all the disabilities, it’s a knife through my heart. It also drives home that sinking feeling that I’m the only one who can protect her in a world that will never quite understand her, give her the respect, and treat her with the dignity all of us have a right to expect.

I also have to remember that at the end of the day, Lizzy is just a young girl who’s trying to find her place in a confusing world. Her disabilities make her personal struggle harder than what most of us will ever encounter. At the end of the day, all I can do is be her guide and hope I’m doing it right and hope that she meets more people along the way who respect her than people who overlook her.

This piece was previously published on Kathy's site, My Dishwasher"s Possessed!

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